Sunday, September 20, 2015

Why "I" Shouldn't Be Here/Village Life II

When I say "I shouldn't be here" I don't mean myself personally. I mean that I believe the structure of schooling like the one I am a product of has no place in the indigenous cultures of rural Alaska. The children here need a place where they can learn skills that are applicable to life in the village, general life skills and cultural knowledge that they can teach to future generations.
The "curriculum" mandated by the district and state is both inaccessible and irrelevant to my students. I say "curriculum" with quotes because my curriculum consists of shelves of textbooks written 5 or 6 grade levels above where my students are at as readers, and vague Alaska History/Government standards.
When I was in high school my peers and I loved to make the arguments "when are we ever going to use calculus?" or "when are we ever going to use world history?" These questions are valid for students here who are likely going to remain in the village for most of their lives. Skills like carpentry, small engine repair, welding, cooking, family science and sewing would be extremely applicable and beneficial for them. Unfortunately there are currently no shop or home economics teachers at my school because "white is right" education says that core academic content is more important.
There are students that may go out and get some kind of post-secondary schooling or have jobs outside the village, but they are not the majority. Preparing students for those kinds of futures is also equating "success" with leaving the village which is a dangerous idea to encourage as it has already resulted in loss of Yupik culture and could, I fear, result in the extinction of the village in just a few generations.
I am currently reading a book called "Conflicting Landscapes: American Schooling/Alaska Natives" which was written to try to document some of what I've described, but the authors are able to do it more eloquently, so I'd like to share an excerpt here. This is what one author realized on Kodiak Island in the 1970s:

"What I was about to witness, however, was the forced secularization of Alaskan Native society. At first I understood this only as a local tension between the purveyors of secular modernism and the local traditional people. But gradually I came to see this struggle as global, a planetary process in which the ancient, spiritual worldview would be suppressed and overwhelmed by a global, literate and highly sophisticated technological society. The instrument by which the latter imposed itself on the former would be the public school. The destruction of the old by the new would be done in the name of "Education."

Having recognized this, I try to facilitate some damage control in my classroom. I try to give my students opportunities to teach me about the area and I do my best to localize content I am mandated to teach. In Sociology we look at subsistence practices of other indigenous groups around the world.  In Government we look at where hunting regulations come from and have talked a lot about the meaning of the word "sovereignty." There is a limit to my ability to make my classes relevant though because I am an outsider. Unfortunately, many of my students are unaware of vital parts of their own histories because many of their parents were in the "boarding school generation" where they were taught that their culture and language were wrong and schools tried to systematically eliminate culture. There are only a few elders left in the village who possess some of these stories and skills and when they are gone so is that part of the culture.

All that being said, I have recognized that I am a part of a very detrimental cultural interface, but I am still really enjoying my time with my students. They continue to impress me with their natural knowledge, and their brave and caring spirits. It's grouse season now and I had one student come up to me today on her four wheeler with her siblings to proudly show me the grouse she had shot :)


Village Life II

We've had water pretty consistently the last few weeks which has been really nice. I'm still adjusting to the pace and expectations of the village, but I enjoy it.

Mail/Transportation
Yesterday I went to the Post Office, but it was closed. Not because it was outside of their operating hours, just because whoever was working got bored and decided to close early. You have to plan ahead for everything in the village, but at the same time you can't really count on anything :) As the weather changes, the reliability of different services will become even more spotty. Last Monday, the teachers were supposed to fly to Akiachak for a district-wide inservice, but planes were grounded due to weather, so instead we had an inservice via video conference. When I order things from Amazon, sometimes they arrive quickly, and sometimes they are held in Bethel until there is enough stuff for the hovercraft (yes, HOVERCRAFT) to make a trip upriver. The idea that a hovercraft delivers mail to a village that mostly doesn't have running water is a dichotomy that still astounds me.

The Permanent Fund
Many people here rely on different kinds of government assistance to take care of their families. One source of income unique to Alaska that is outside of the "government assistance" category is the Alaska Permanent Fund. This is a big chunk of money that was invested after oil was discovered on the North Slope. The fund is managed by a special corporation that is regulated by Alaska's state constitution. Every year, every Alaskan (who has been a resident of the state for at least 2 years) receives a sizable check from the fund. The amount of this dividend varies from year to year. The amount of this year's dividend will be announced by Governor Walker tomorrow but is speculated to be over $2,000. For large families, this can equate to a very sizable amount of money. One teacher at my school said that when the dividends come, "all hell breaks loose."

Alcohol (again)
Bootleggers anticipate the dividends coming to the village and prepare appropriately.  Bootleggers get booze in Bethel and then bring it up river, usually by boat. "Rich and Rare" is the drink of choice in the village. A small bottle that might cost $10-$15 in the lower 48 can be bootlegged for upwards of $100 in the village where alcohol is illegal. The effects of alcoholism can be heard at night in the village, and seen the next day at school on the faces of kids that didn't have a place to sleep the night before because their parents were drinking. Unfortunately, some of my high schoolers not only partake in drinking but have been exposed to the profitability of bootlegging.

Seasons
With Alaska being on the frontline of climate change, its hard to compare climates between here and home, but I'd say Tuluksak is about a month ahead of Brimson. Trees are losing their leaves and mornings are frosty. Here are more photos of my walks around the village:

Teacher Housing on the left, cellphone/internet tower center, school on the right. My house is a duplex, it is the one in the background directly to the left of the tower


More teacher housing, and the school garage


An area that at one time was some kind of athletic field, but now is being used to store the soil being removed from the new "honey bucket" dumping ground


This is the area right behind the school. Left: leaning basketball hoop, center: upright jungle gym, right: toppled jungle gym that was pushed over by someone, or a group of someones, over the summer


 The fallen jungle gym.....


This sign leans up against the side of my house marking the "high water mark" and "recommended building elevation." I have yet to ask anyone about it, because I figure I won't like any answer I get....thankfully the river has been low lately


The old cemetery, there is another one on the other side of the village


On the weekends, Birkie and I like to walk out the airport. Its about a 40 minute walk from my house. I carry some defensive tools while walking. We have seen lots of signs of different critters but thankfully have yet to have a live encounter with any


The airport road is my favorite place in the village


My bed is Birkie's favorite spot in the village. She likes to spy on other dogs. I can usually see her in the window when I come home from school :)




Sunday, August 30, 2015

Two Weeks In: "The Honeymoon is Over, But That's OK"

I survived my first two weeks of teaching in the village! I have been so busy and have learned so much in these two weeks that they went by in a blur. I know the life of a teacher (especially a first year teacher) is supposed to be a constant stream of chaos, so I was expecting some of what I experienced, but you can't prepare for everything. So far I've been able keep my head above water and even create some productive relationships with my students. 

There are some resources I have from college, student teaching, and working as a para that I have been able to use here, but for the most part I'm starting from scratch. The textbooks here are mostly inaccessible to my students. Though they are in high school, many have reading and writing skills at the upper elementary level. They are great at worksheets that involve copying information from one location to another, but critical thinking and making inferences is difficult for some of them. This is not to say that they are not intelligent, but it is a different kind of intelligence than what is sought after in a Westernized form of schooling. A very high percentage of FAS (fetal alcohol syndrome) means that repetition is vital to learning, but repetition is difficult when attendance is spotty.

Attendance is a big problem here; even in the first two weeks I had students who only showed up a couple days. There are a variety of reasons for poor attendance. Some are typical, some are cultural, and others are due to some disheartening attitudes that seem to permeate parts of life in Tuluksak. 

Examples of cultural reasons are:
-Many of the high schoolers have the responsibility of getting wood and water for their households, also taking care of younger siblings
-Moose season is beginning soon, and necessary preparations to go make camp on the tundra are underway

Examples of disheartening reasons are:
-If my high school students don't get themselves up for school, there is often no one at their home awake who will
-Some parents of my students don't think that education is important, and especially not when the teachers are Kass'aqs (white people) who are only going to be in the village for a little while
-Instability where my students are living and who they are living with
-Some high school students get so far behind in credits needed to graduate they don't feel it is worth trying to catch up
-A lack of post-secondary opportunities in the village
-The overt presence of alcohol and drugs (including huffing gasoline) that are a much easier past time than coming to school

All that being said, there are wonderful young people in my classes and I feel lucky to be their teacher. We've had a good couple weeks with lots of laughing, a little learning, and only a couple of pencils thrown into the ceiling :) The three other high school teachers have been very supportive in helping me acclimate to teaching here. Measures of students success that are used in the lower 48 are not always applicable in the village. I might not be able to get my students to memorize the preamble to the Constitution, but I can show them that there are adults in the world who are not alcoholics, who will try to provide for their basic needs, who will respect them as individuals, and not give up on them even if they make mistakes. My biggest lesson learned in these few weeks is that regardless of what higher-ups in education expect, my duty as a teacher is to first provide care and stability to my students, and second try my best to teach them relevant content. 

I've been a bit overwhelmed by some of the details I learn about my student's histories and home lives, but I have also found a sense of purpose and feel like this is where I am meant to be at this time. Now that classroom routines have been established and my students and I are getting used to each other, I'm excited for what the rest of the year will bring.

Here are some more pictures of the trails where Birkie and I walk. I'm trying to be outside as much as possible before the sun disappears :)



Many of the leaves are already starting to change here


A huge moose track on our walk out to the slough


Birkie on the look out for moose (none yet!)


Tuberculosis is present in the village so all students and teachers have to be tested. This was my first TB test. If you've never had one, its kind of strange--they inject a solution under the skin on your arm, and then check it two days later to see if there was a reaction. I thankfully tested negative.




Monday, August 17, 2015

Last Day of Summer

Birkie and I took advantage of an extra day of summer by taking a walk out to the airport. The view from the airport road reminds me of Brimson :)


The water is back on so school should start tomorrow!

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Preparing for My First Day Teaching

    My first day was supposed to be tomorrow, but there is currently no running water in the village so there won't be school tomorrow. Last year, the school was open without water for six weeks. This year the Education Commissioner of Alaska implemented a new rule that if there is no water, there is no school.
    It will be nice having one extra day to plan, but I was also really excited for the year to start. I am teaching 9-12 Social Studies. I have 6 PREPS! My schedule is: Leadership, Physical Education (seriously), Sociology, US History, Test Prep and Government. There are around 40 kids enrolled in the high school as of today, my class size ranges from 13-28 students. 

On Saturday we had a back-to-school picnic where we gave away backpacks and had hotdogs for students and their families. It was really cool getting to meet a bunch of people and a few of my students. I played volleyball with some of the girls for a while. The gym was mostly being used by the men in the village who were playing basketball. People here are crazy for basketball and are good at it too. Kids that barely come up to my waist can dribble circles around me. 

Here are some pictures of my classroom:
Yes, I believe I do have the first Smartboard ever invented. Other teachers tell me to think of it as a "glorified projector."


    I hope school starts on Tuesday! I'm as ready as I can be.


Village Life

       Life in the village is entirely different than anywhere I've ever been or heard of. Here are some things I've seen, learned or heard about since being here:

Water
       In Tulusak, only the school and teacher housing (are supposed to) have running water. Homes in the villages store water from the river and use "honey buckets" for taking care of business. As I write this, the water has been off all day and will likely not be back on until at least tomorrow. The water that does run needs to be thoroughly filtered before drinking. Things that factor into water availability include temperature, fuel price/availability and the sobriety of the individual in charge of the water. When the water comes back on I will be filling my bins I used to ship stuff with drinking water to store for the next time it goes out. 

Dogs
     Most dogs in the village are not seen as pets the same way they are in the lower 48. There are dogs everywhere here; puppies are always being born. Some people in the village keep dogs as pets, and will put collars on them but most are not "house dogs." Abuse of these dogs is common. Puppies are viewed as things that kids can play with for a while, and then are usually left to die from disease or starvation. Every few months the tribe or the State Troopers go around and shoot all the stray dogs for population control. It is hard for me as a dog lover think about, but many people are here have limited resources and they have to chose between taking care of themselves and taking care of an animal.
     When I walk Birkie, I take her away from the village. We are often charged by packs of dogs, but as soon as I start towards them they run off.
Birkie enjoys being a "house dog" but thinks unpacking is exhausting.

Transportation
     Many people in the village have four wheelers to get around and to go out on the tundra to gather wood and food. Some people have trucks or SUVs. The only way to get these vehicles here is to buy them in Bethel and either have them barged up river or drive them to the village on the ice road in the winter. It is more likely that someone would have a skiff (boat) than a vehicle used for land travel.

People
     People here have been very welcoming to me. Everyone who sees me already knows I'm a teacher (because I'm white) so the first thing they ask is what grade I'm teaching and then list off everyone they know who might be in my classes. The students I've met are a little apprehensive, but I think we'll get along just fine. The village is dry, but bootleggers bring in booze. The brief encounters I've had or heard with intoxicated people have not been pleasant. 

Guns
      Everyone has one. Most people have many. I will have my deer rifle up here eventually, but am trying to hold off on getting any kind of hand gun because I don't like them. Many people up here say its something I "need." I am going to spend some more time up here before deciding.

Food
     There is good availability of packaged food available at the store here. Its around double the cost of what I would pay at a grocery store in Duluth. Fresh fruit, veggies and meat need to be ordered from companies in Bethel who will fly them into the village, it is expensive. I have been ordering a lot of bulk packaged food from amazon. It is important to have a stock pile of food because in the fall and winter when the weather is bad, the planes often can't fly into the village. The salmon runs were good this year so most of the people in the village have freezers full of fish and don't have they same worries about meat as us "Kass'aqs" (Yupik word for white people).

Sunday, August 2, 2015

We Made It!

After 2 days and 4 airplanes, Birkie and I arrived safely at district headquarters in Akiachak! I will be spending a week here doing inservice and then travel to Tuluksak for another week of inservice before the school year begins August 17th. Below are some pictures I took on our journey, mostly from above :) 
Approaching Anchorage

Birkie would have been content staying in our Anchorage hotel forever

 Lake Clark National Park and Preserve

Matanuska-Sustina Area

A variety of topography between Anchorage and Bethel


On the last leg of our journey, Birkie got to be out of the crate and ride right behind the pilot!
Birkie meets the Kuskokwim River


Monday, July 6, 2015

Orientation

I am lucky to be working for a district that provided a week long orientation for all new teachers in June. The district flew us all up to Akiachak--the largest village in the district where the district office is located--where we were not only able to see where we will be living and teaching, but also be taught a multicultural studies class that is required to renew an Alaska teaching license. 

Orientation was exciting, overwhelming and invaluable to my ability to prepare for living in the village. There were 11 new teachers to the district who took part in orientation, 4 of us will be teaching in Tuluksak. When the 4 of us arrived in Tuluksak we met our village mentors, elders Ruth and Mo. Ruth and Mo are extremely kind and knowledgeable people who have lived in the village all their lives and raised many children there. They gave us a tour of the village that included the post office, clinic, bingo hall and jail. Ruth told me about the different subsistence seasons that occur in the village and how it might affect the students who are in my class (i.e. in the fall the boys leave on a moose hunt, in the spring the girls are out gathering eggs.) 

At orientation we learned about the challenges of making Westernized education applicable to the lives of the people in the village. A comment I heard that will immensely impact my teaching methods was that my high school students have seen their family members maybe or maybe not graduate high school and it maybe or maybe not made their lives better. There are very few jobs in the village, which is difficult because it means young people who want to pursue an occupation often need to leave the village in order to do so. It also means that some who stay in the village become involved in substance abuse because they feel there is not much for them here. This is very distressing to their families and the elders because it equates success with leaving the village. There is hope in recent years that education will be able to become more culturally relevant, that the barriers created by No Child Left Behind will be combated by Native sovereignty, and that opportunities for young people in the village will grow. I'm excited to be a part of this slow but steady transition.